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| User: | rissagirl (14966897) |
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| Name: | Rissa Pet | |||||
| Location: | United States | |||||
| Birthdate: | 1985 | |||||
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| AOL IM: |  RissagirlFC (Add Buddy, Send Message) | |||||
| Bio: | Make no mistake about it, dearies. This journal is definitely not for the vanilla. This is where I post about everything I can't talk about anywhere else. This is a private journal for sex discussion only. You've been warned. I have a confession to make, or at least a story to tell. I've already been introduced as Rissa, and several of you have friended this journal, for which I am very grateful. I am just beginning to become open about this part of my personality and sexuality, and acceptance of it has kept me from keeping it buried. I'd like to tell you about me. I'm 22 years old, and I've always been very feminine. I've been shaving my legs (and other things :)) since I was about thirteen. My parents always assumed that I was gay, but I've never been attracted to men. I've just always identified more with females. In high school, I was referred to as "one of the girls". I often adapt many mannerisms associated with girls, such as constantly having one hand on my hip and swaying a little bit, and having a very high-pitched feminine giggle. In tenth grade, the girls wanted to put makeup on me. Though I took a lot of crap from the 'manly' men in school, I really started to grow into it, feeling more like myself. The attention from the pretty girls didn't take away from it either, but after the eyeliner, mascara, blush, cover, etc. was on, I felt alive. When I was about seventeen, I crossdressed for the first time, seriously. Before that, I'd done the dress-up game and pretended I didn't like it. This time, it was to help a girl who had a stalker boyfriend. I was going to pose as her girlfriend to get her to leave her alone. At this point, I had really long hair. I had a nice spaghetti strap shirt, a denim overshirt, and a long black dress. It wasn't the nicest getup, but it did the job. We kissed in public and everyone thought we were lesbians. When the guy asked my name, the girl said "Marissa", and it stuck. After that, I started getting more clothes. Jaden, a very gay but sweet guy who wanted me, helped me pick out a few outfits, gave me some makeup, and helped me learn to walk and talk like a woman. Only at night, sometimes my friends would take me out and see if we could find anyone we knew and see if they'd recognize me. None of them did. In fact, a guy I'd known for a very long time hit on me for a half hour before I broke the news to him. The only thing that ever really worked against me is my height. I'm 6'3, and the only boots I could find were lifted, so sometimes I'd be upwards of 6'6 to 6'9, depending on how high they were. I'd opt for sandles, but I could never find size 13 in women's, because I don't know what it is. My favorite moment was at a huge convention called Otakon. We set up a friend of mine to think that a really hot girl wanted him, and when I turned around, he knew he'd been tricked. The more I did it, the more I began to identify with the sexuality of it. I'd always desired so much to be a submissive little girl, but I'd always get crazy looks. Usually people wouldn't even understand it, and they'd ask me "what do you want to do?" They didn't understand that I want to be TOLD what to do, and told what a dirty little girl I am while doing it. After that, even after we'd broken up, my entire sexuality had transitioned into Marissa. | |||||
| Pictures: | fewer than 10 public | |||||
| Interests: | 23: anything goes, bbw, bdsm, bi porn, bisexual, bondage, creampies, cum, cumshots, discretion, double penetration, extreme, femdom, feminine guys, fetish, goth, lactation, pregnant, sex, strapons, submissive, surprise creampies, threesomes | |||||
| Schools: | None listed | |||||
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| Friend of: | 29: activegnome, afroerotik, aliceslalaland, anjanay, astrogilde, blackmelt, bloodraven87613, change_is_grand, commiegirl21, creativecstasy, ethyl_deadgirl, etiennestcyr, gromm, inori88, insilverflames, irishbomber, janeandrich, jazzygeofferz, kitteninstrings, londonsfoggy, looking4funnow, maxstories, moonprism, obselizabeth, rissagirl, tangledkitten, walters_girl, weavingdesire, zakueins | |||||
| Member of: | 4: bisexual, extreme_fetish, fetishconfess, pee_erotic | |||||
| Account type: | Plus Account | |||||
